Watching another archetype that has played and continues to play an important role in my life, I found a Teacher. She is responsible for the spiritual development, spiritual dimension of me. Direct association that came to my mind corresponded to being a champion in any field . For many years, I was confronted with my role as a teacher, being a university teacher educator and then leading educational programs conducted by the Association “Education for the Future” , which I created in 1997. And again, I found great strength of this archetype, which constantly revealed in me, and simultaneously honed to perfection – to become a champion in the area that I explore concerning HEALTH in all its dimensions. I understood that explored primarily myself, my functioning, attributes, health and human development, thus I have reached through the physical to the spiritual dimension. Again, I noticed her enormous strength, constant improvement, investing in myself, to be even more. I became competent, I became an authority, and especially for myself and what I used to improve my health. I do not have anyone to ask – I just KNOW from inside, using all my skills which I discovered and improved through years, aptitudes and mental functions that run for years, expanding them to perfection. So for example, my most important guideline is intuition. I ask myself and I receive an answer. My lesson from life has become following this maxim: ” practice makes perfect you” . Yes, constantly feeding myself to perfection does what athletes reach – they beat new records – which are continually crossing their borders, farther and deeper … to perfection … and even further.
I discovered important features in me: the determination and courage. Over the years I watched people who pledged to deal with spiritual development, but as soon as anything happened in their lives – even flimsy runny nose or cold – immediately they ran with it to the doctor. Is it applies to their faith? Do they believe in themselves, in their power, in their spiritual calling and leadership ? Absolutely not, they believed in magic pills, other people’s advice, and not in what concerns themselves and their communication with their higher nature, the cosmos, God …
When I’m in the dark, I do not know the way, I do not trust myself or a higher power in me. When I trust myself, I trust in my abilities, talents, higher power . I am an Authority. I am the Author of my life, health, anything what I am doing, believing in myself, the Teacher for me.
Are you an Authority, a Teacher, a Master of yourself? Do you believe in YOU? Or maybe you just think that you believe ? What is faith in yourself ? What is its meaning?
Reading, then working a few years ago with a book “Anathomy of the Spirit” by Carolyn Myss, I discovered among my archetypal energy a Pioneer / Innovator. He is responsible for balancing the personality, to grow below ego and return home. When I looked at my life through the years, I realized continuously pioneering activities, strengthen me as a person.
Being confronted with interpersonal relationships, I was constantly exposed to the challenges associated with my childhood patterns of fear of people, and as Susan Jeffers wrote in her book Act although anxiety. So it was with me. My fear, which was a limiting force for my actions, at the same time was a driving force to seek ever more efficient ways to overcome it, go crossing it. Sometimes I was collapsed by it, but very soon I rebirth like a Phoenix.
Questionning myself of the power inherent in the archetype, I found many of my experiences from my early childhood, as well from adult life which re-wounds me many times, because of my fear- pattern, so I started to re-construct myself, collecting each wounded part of me, piece by piece, to return to healthy pattern. Yes, I have become exceptionally competent in how to gather strength, how to find potential health in myself.
In these years of life experiences I discovered in myself an extremely valuable advantages and talents: flexibility, invincibility, rebirth, striving forward. I became the undisputed pioneer in leading the process of constantly balancing personality. Of course my old programs gave itself felt in the form of messages: do not handle it alone, no one appreciates me, etc. But it was in me a power that constantly gave me signs to know that I can handle it, and can overcome adversity, defeat fear and speak my truth.
That’s what I realized during my life experience, it was constant balancing and discriminate what was white with what was dark, anticipate challenges, exploring new solutions, new lessons learned and following forward. So I learned from the experience and achieved continuous synthesis.
When I looked at what happened there in my life as many roles in the inner theater, it occurred to me that one of my actor is a great Innovator, a Pioneer, who plays for the audience. I asked myself : How to be a star ? And it occurred to me that the effect of crowns the work: I need fire, motivation, enthusiasm, determination, and it will create a new beginning and start to make new discoveries.
Here is my ADVICE TO YOU:
Become a courageous person. Discover the power in you to change – particularly what constitutes a problem for you. There are no problems – only matters to attend to and resolve them. Start to solve them creatively, using pioneering solution, never used anywhere else. It’s your life and it’s your merit in your improvement – improving the quality of YOUR life !